Summin' up a Hectic Weekend!!!

My last post was dated the day my exams would have ended officially but didn't due to the one that was postponed. Anyhow, I came back home on 4th and would reached here on 5th. But as bad luck would have it, I began sneezing my nose off by noon and it just wouldn't leave me alone. And it turned out to be a vicious, diabolic bout of cold. But the funny thing was, I had all the energy in the world to do things. The only problem was everything from my throat up felt clogged, if you know what I mean. Well, it subsided, but now its time for me to leave. Today. I've got exams on 11th followed by practicals, so I don't know when I'll be back. But this blog'll keep on talking....

I am Back.............

I thought of throwing in the towel, and I actually did, for a couple of days. I deactivated my FB account due to God knows what and wrote my farewell message on my blog. Maybe I thought these things were not worth it. But the last couple of days were extremely rushed,  I was in an extremely bad mood and I made these hasty decisions. And indeed, haste makes waste.

On retrospection of these on-the-spur decisions, I realised that that was not what I intended to do at all. I had lost control of the pace at which my life was leading me, that I wanted to do something to prove to myself, to assure myself, that I had not lost control completely. These actions were meant to console me, and to make me feel as if  I still had control over a couple of decisions. But the fact is, my blog is one of the few things worth living for.

I am back to normal now. My exams are upon me, so I will be using blogger with care. Maybe a post here, a post there, but nothing at the expense of my studies. Because I worked all my life to get to the top, and I am not ready to flush it all down the toilet for absolutely anything in the world. It is what I live for and breathe for. It is what keeps my heart beating.

I could remove my earlier post, but I am not doing that. I want to keep it as a testimony of my insanity.

Thank God you saved me from the rut.

I am back and I am never going back again.

Laus Deo.