Today I come to you with a new look and name. The name of my blog has been altered, because the name I used to use was too much about 'me'. True, it is my blog, and I deserve a place to showcase myself, but it just got to a point where it was just too much. I have been always about me. I don't know where it actually came about from, but that is true. I never felt it was wrong or anything, and I fed the feeling on and on, till I felt I was the best ever. Yup, that is the truth.And I think that every time I give an exam, or every time I do anything at all, I need to do it perfectly. It is as if the job is the very means of existence for me. And I can no longer live with that. I just became the class topper, and now I am scared if I will lose the title next semester. I know it probably sounds insane, but it is a fact. And all of my so called friends are just patronizing and condescending to say the least.
I know it is probably boring you a lot, but anyway, I will end with a few words...
"Much of our fear about life comes from thinking of ourselves as if we were a small cup of water. From that limited perspective, the loss of just a few drops of water would feel like a serious threat to our identity and security. How different it is to be the ocean ! When you're the ocean, they can't hurt you.They can take a whole tub of water from you - and it won't hurt you one bit."
